Restless

Feeling a little restless today. Ok, every day since we've found out. The truth is that I don't do the waiting thing so well. Especially without a real timeframe to fix my focus on. Will it be May like M thinks? Or April? Or, God forbid, June or July? The only thing getting me through is knowing that every day is one day closer. And that's one less night I will go to bed with this uncertainty that steels my sleep and my every thought. I have fallen so in love with idea of bringing this baby home. There is now an empty space in our home and in our hearts that didn't exist a month ago.

Hopefully the next few weeks bring more answers. Like when is he/she due to arrive? Will we get to find out the gender? And the big question of where we will be living. We'll have to get the homestudy started soon and that could be problematic during a move too. So, at this point, I am envisioning us staying here for awhile longer and that's fine. It would be a lot less pressure that's for sure! But we'll see.

Please keep M and the babe in your prayers! Will update again when I know more.